It Hard, for long time

I think it was really hard

Hard for long time

I see im dying every day

Like every situation suck

Im know i must to be the best of my self

But somethimess

I think i can do again

Somethimes i hear my voice very loud

Im crying 

Other people alwasy say that i have good life

You must thank to good

And the bad word for me

I always heard that

And that it make very hard to me

But im realize

Im never make other people in bad situation

Im never make othe people suffer

Im always try to make other people happy

Well, a lot of my money i give to other people

But i realize 

I must to bee happy

And i think i never enought to eveyone

I think the darknest come to me again

But i want to be the best version of my life

I know life its never be easy

I know that always God for me

So why i just crying?

Im must stop cry and to the best again

I will survive

Never mind what are people talking about me

It not my value

Im who im

Im the best girl

Im the good person

I always trying to do good

That is the best

I will happy

My money come to me easier

I found man who really love me

I found my self to be better, a beatiful inside and outside

Good thingking

Always care about people

And always care for my self

-Love for my self-